Illusion ( just a song text...written by me^o^)

Take a walk in a raining day,
The colour of sadness paints everything in grey.
It’s already May,
And actually, I don’t have very much to say.

Stirring in the ceiling,
Something is moving.
Is that some kind of illusion or am I just dreaming?
I’m lying here with an empty heart and bleeding.

Way too much to care,
Loneliness is eating up my fear.
If I cut my long hair,
Will it be less for my head to bear?

Bad combination
Dangerous temptation
Hopeless expectation
It’s all because of a deadly illusion.

Heavy thoughts with endless stress,
Mail the “post” to a wrong address.
It reminds me the girl in blue dress,
Who always makes bad move in chess.

If you have never loved me,
Then please say it and leave.
I appreciate you setting me free,
You will see, without you, how strong I could be.

Bad combination
Dangerous temptation
Hopeless expectation
It’s all because of a deadly illusion.